Lilith in Aquarius lets you misjudge your friends easily. Probably you have completely wrong conceptions of them or of what your friends think about you. You strive for autonomy with manipulative methods and psychological tricks, reject all too tight interpersonal relations and consider partnerships and relations rather as friendships. You surely hardly tend to commit yourself, although you want to express any certain inner urge. Your fairness, tolerance, global thinking and humanity are noticeable, and you may argue with degenerated art or queer music styles. Though your intuitively is remarkable, you could tend to a non perception of the mentioned things. Here Lilith is quite intolerant. The person thinks he has the monopoly of truth, which makes him very demanding indeed ruthless. But life will break all his principles. The person would like to live what he has chosen according to his own will, but it will be impossible. There will be limits that can't be crossed and the person will not be allowed to take some directions indeed even to compel the events. Uranus, one of Aquarius masters, is always in hurry and wants everything immediately. Stability is not its main concern. It means that long-term projects will always be shaken up or changed. The person may have to free himself from past life's chains and fight for his independence. There we find an excessive need of liberty and revolutionary instincts, according to a broad-minded vision of the world, indeed even the need of greater spiritual horizons. The person may be forced to take care of close relatives what could be felt as a lack of freedom. The lesson here will be to understand that inner freedom is most important. Changes, moves, betrayals of friends will happen regarding friendship. There is also a big fund of creativity and the chart will indicate in which field this will be expressed. The person may work in humanitarian activities or open his mind to a wider spiritualist vision of things. As the Uranian energy is very powerful, it is very important to have a look at Saturn's location, in order to understand how this will be channeled. If the force is locked or not properly channeled, or used in a too strict and personal way, psychic troubles, nervous paralysis may occur. Leo opposite Aquarius will force to adhere to conservative social structures and to respect them. Also Aquarian Lilith will be forced to "think" with her heart – and not only with her head – to integrate the notion of love in his ideas about humankind. Thereby the person will be able to exercise his influence on a wide unselfish mode. Freedom for everyone and to teach people who inner liberty is the most important one. In past lives, the soul might have been part of group life, in communities, gathered in the same ideals. These contexts might have been freely chosen or imposed. In both cases, the soul was disappointed in her hopes about ideology, solidarity. Her experiences and traumas are bound to her quest of freedom and her beliefs in human-being dignity. In this life person is both attracted and suspicious by "great ideals". He would like to invest himself but he "feels" a danger. Attraction and rejection of ideals, politic, freedom-worship, individuality, is different subjects the person will have to deal with. Too much attached to his freedom, he has an instinctive fear to be – again – trapped whatever the context, the relation, the love are. If Black Moon is at the very beginning of Aquarius, the future is always questioned: permanent improvisation and adaptation required. The person must not be scarred in acting, in finding day after day solutions in order to handle situations, even if he does not clearly see the results. If Black Moon is at the very end of Aquarius, the person must handle his life and decide to win. He will neither be allowed to let his instincts commanding, nor to leave the place because it's too hard, but he will have to manage without imposing his own will. Keywords: great tension – nervousness – betrayals, death of friends – claustrophobia – sexual independence or sexual ambivalence – attraction or rejection of independence – sudden trials – divorce possibility – search of an absolute freedom – accidents – surgery – must learn to express his true personality – must learn to open himself to others – in a feminine chart often indicates a "liberated" women personality – must learn to open himself to others – in a feminine chart often indicates the "liberated" women.
Lilith in Aquarius